Drowning glory…

When I chase hallucinations with passion wild
When I seek love,where there is none…
When I get obsessed in my own hell
That is when I feel myself drown!

My reasons,sanity all fail
I run after myth to gasp in real..
Years ago I have crossed that age
Yet unable to handle the emotional garbage!

Like sick,I seek love
Not settle for anything less
One sided and unrequited
Yet I’m into a wild goose chase!

Can’t get myself to talk sense
I drown in my created mess…
Torn, shattered, battered and hurt
Scream for life …drown to glory but!

Soma Bhattacharjee

Photo by Rok Romih: https://www.pexels.com/photo/faceless-woman-in-calm-ocean-water-5520710/